Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Nothing but fur,

I adore the feeling of this photo.
The lighting, the hint of white but just a bit gloomy.
I would say more, but I think it's enough
xxx

Monday, March 30, 2009

Speaking loudly, clearing out static

What risk are we willing to take.
Dropping what's ahead & taking action!
The same road I'm traveling upon,
but a different adventure. Seprate people, but the same road.
The music, it's humming into my ear. Disapproving my
comfort level.
I can't sallow, I'm beyond nervous!
Wishing I had my camera, capturing the smiles,
new faces & akwardsness while at a little girls birthday party.
I feel like a fish out of water. But yet, I kept a smile on my face
& went to place where nothing bothered me. Good news,
I won one hand of some weird card game. Then second hand,
I lost. It was fun. Silence awakens us, breathe..
Silence awakens us, don't breathe. Take charge.
Understand the ways, peal into shyness. Now snap!
As I always say,
Let's make it happen!
xxx


Thursday, March 26, 2009

Tied at the hip

My camera & I have been enjoying snapping memorable photo's.
I'm proud of myself for taking sneaky risk.
It bothers me that I can't take extreme risk with my camera.
I think pretty soon I want to replace her--But still have
her in my presents. I sound crazy giving a non-living object
human life?!?
I hate driving past nothing but land with perfect lighting
My brain won't stop giving me images in my head of what,
I should be doing. Instead of sitting in a car starring, not doing it!
I want a close friend that enjoy photography
Neat things.
Neat thoughts. Hey, let's start this!
Let's make it happen!
xxx

Monday, March 23, 2009

Inspired?!

What catches your eye to an image.
To make your brain think of, "Wow! This is fucking gorgeous?"
I'm so inspired by other upcoming photographer's.
I'm not sure if I can even compare the talent & beauty
for someone to even actually think I inspired them
I feel the thick paper rubbing against my dry hands.
The thought of loosing the battle towards her.
Dimming the lights, turning her lovely bone stucture face
towards the beauty, & snapping the photos. Imaging her
face across the screen. I want that passion, the love, the drive
of that person calling the shots.
I'm inspired everyday.
& I have to Thank the people in my life for that!
Let's make it happen
xxx


Sunday, March 22, 2009

Old becomes new


I feel the passion, the strength, the beauty of this picture.
& I don't give a shit if someone else can't get what I get from this picture.
Yeah, it's not photoshop & perfect. The feel of
vintage. The feel of someone else clothes with history
behind each piece becomes someone's treasure.

I want to make this work.
But I need solid people backing me up!
xxx



Wednesday, March 18, 2009

It's VintageOwl baby!

The change is slowly coming.
& I feel such a connection between people.

VintageOwl Photography is now my trademark!
As of time, I need to spend more with him.
I'm always sleeping. Guilty thoughts are haunting my brain.
Expression & actions are my strongest feed back.
I'm actually tired & I'm not bummed that it's super duper early.


Let's make this happen!
xxx


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Owl or Vampire?

The lights, the sound, the quiet of what soon becomes.
Even though night time is where the real action happens.
I would actually like to lay my head on my flat really uncomfortable pillow
& close my eyes & sleep! But I guess my mind has other important things for
me to think about while the sun creeps through my thin blinds..
I should be embracing this. Maybe instead of laying in bed looking at darkness,
I should venture out and do night/morning photography. I like natural light.
& Walking would sure put me out.

I'm afraid.
Something is going to happen. It shall be delightful.
xxx


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

IMAGE

Stranger's are open to opinions.
Most of those opinions come off as compliments.
Compliments that I Ashlee can only make it as a model.
Is my image that strong that I only come off as a beautiful girl that should
just stand in front of a million dollar dream camera? I rather be that mystery
person, pushing, standing, grabbing, and directing another beautiful face.
I want the smarts. And as interesting looking that I' am, and I quote..
This silly image isn't getting what I want

(But I can't complain. I'm in over my head)
xxx


Saturday, March 7, 2009

Coco Chanel

Her hands grew bruised
Hand made items, dreams of becoming of what becomes.
Hands bags, clothes, perfume.
How could my passion for Fashion Photography have
anything to do with this certain Fashion Designer.
Oh yeah, the word "Fashion"..Or maybe not!
It's growing. But the believing is yet to come.
xxx