It compares to you and those around.

I've been introduce to the world of fashion.

Other's are well accomplished in their styles.

For me, I am just a baby born to this blog world of

regular people putting together outrages gorgeous outfits.

I look at my work and wonder, I am nothing compare to

to the lovely ladies with the best fashion in the world.

I am a bit taken back with if I really should go through with this.

But I can't give up. They all had to start somewhere.

Here I am, throwing myself out there. I'm a bit scared,

but at least I'm trying.

As I held my cold phone upon my warm hands.

I linger through my miss text message and fell upon

the scary words of; "do you still a job at Glamour Shots?".

My mind was already backing out of the idea of actually going to work

everyday and putting effort into something I adore doing.

I apply with the strenght of; "Yes"

And with the second of sending, I received;"Dan wants to interview you".

I was a bit excited,nervous,unprepared.

Standing outside in the blistering cold, I called, I chatted,we laughed.

Now on Sunday at the strike of 12pm.

I will be throwing myself out there in the hopes this will turn into something good.

With all doubts and concerns on the table, I am ready for change.

And once that change is reliable, I will let go what's been holding me back

for two years of my life.

In all, this year has already caught me off guard.