In all...

Just go, & never come back.

I can see that it makes you happy.

I'm embarressed at the simple fact I thought you cared.

Giving hope that you were interested in my hopes & dreams,

I gave you my information thinking you were taking it seriously.

But when you drop the piece of paper in the trash

& made eye contact with me & notice what you had done.

You secretly pick it up & pretended it was a mistake.

Knowing when I gave it to you, your hands said other wise.

This week I can already tell is going to be interesting.

I'm already losing interested in certain people.

& A lot of hopes for other's.

Today, when I was sitting in my car waiting for the

heat to overcome my shakey cold body.

For 5 minutes, I watch the sun rise. It was the most

beautiful thing I've ever seen. I've been taking too

much for granted. I don't want to sleep anymore.

Life, it offer's too much. You can sleep when your dead.

Please, just go..

xxx