This has to stop!

Well, I finally realize where I stand with everybody in their life.

That's nowhere, no cares, no worries.

I just want to ecaspe somewhere. I rather die right now.

I feel no love towards me at all.

& Yes, I'm sounding a bit selfish & weak.

But my day is turning into shit.

& For the record. People rather for other

people to tag along with them. Yeah...

I'm nothing, I'm nothing.

Yesturday, I felt on top of the world.

Today, I feel I've been put to rest. 6 feet under.

I FUCKING HATE IT THERE!!!!

Please God, give me something. Strength??!?

I'am so angry!

xxx