Please sir, take her.

Everything is collecting dust.

This week is coming to a deathy start.

& For goodness sake, it's only Sunday.

Yesturday for the first time in almost two years,

I actually felt like a ghost at my own job.

Too many new faces appearing.

I felt uncomfortable & left out.

Where did everyone disappear to?

Well, I can't really state I felt like a ghost.

I forgot, I feel like that everytime I work.

Or wait, maybe if I actually stayed for my entire shift

I could serisouly have the complete feel of being

unwanted. It's always, this & that & do you know how.

I feel I have to be the strong one here.

& Yet, I still feel emotion.

I can't, I really can't be weak at the time they need me the most.

I just wish I could show what I'M feeling..

xxx